Category Archives: Tamon’s B-Side

Tamon’s B-Side Ep. 4: What is love?

Jerky McJerface, aka Ori, actually manages to goad Utage into taking a bet: if he becomes the new center of F/ACE, she has to switch her loyalties and become his housekeeper. After all, if she’s so confident in Tamon, then why not accept the bet? Surely, Tamon’s biggest fan would never doubt his success. But why even entertain this asshole? Just kick him out. I don’t understand why people always give an inch to jerks like Ori, in real life or in fiction. Utage apologizes to Tamon afterwards, claiming that she literally couldn’t say otherwise. Bullshit. She didn’t have to say anything! Literally grey rock Ori. Let him talk. Oh, he’s saying shit about your oshi? It. Doesn’t. Make. A. Difference. But now there’s added pressure on Tamon to succeed.

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Tamon’s B-Side Ep. 3: Two-faced

Utage is now caught between wanting to keep her beloved Tamon pure versus acknowledging the fact that she has an indelible amount of influence over him. She can pick and choose what he wears (like that necklace). She can even influence how he acts onstage and on TV. I wish she was more of a corruptor even if she only does it inadvertently. That would make this show a lot more interesting. But instead, she just wants to be one of the countless, faceless fans he already has. On that note, do fans ever contemplate what the end would look like? Like you can’t keep stanning the guy forever, right? Idols retire and get replaced all the time. Idols get married all the time. At some point, your fandom has to face its mortality. But maybe it’s one of those things where you just don’t think about it until you have to.

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Tamon’s B-Side Ep. 2: Reinforcing the delusion

Tamon has a meet-and-greet coming up, and he’s naturally freaking out about it. It sounds like he isn’t confident that he can maintain his cool, sexy persona for the entire duration of the event, so here comes Utage with the assist. She shows him the absolute heap of material she has collected and collated over the entirety of her fandom. By studying all the notes she has taken on the character he plays, he can hopefully keep up the facade through the meet-and-greet. In other words, Utage’s helping Tamon reinforce the fabricated side of himself, which she has paid top bucks to enjoy. Isn’t that a bit odd?

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Tamon’s B-Side Ep. 1: Never meet your heroes, but it’s okay if you’re an anime protagonist

Utage needs money to support her oshi, so she has a part-time housekeeping job. As luck would have it, she gets assigned to the home of Tamon, the oshi in question. Utage quickly learns, however, that her oshi is not quite as confident and outgoing in real life as he is onstage. They often say you should never meet your heroes, because, well, we’re all human. As such, even our biggest heroes are flawed. And boy, do I know it! I often get asked, “Who’s your role model?” I find it hard to answer that question, because so many people I used to respect end up being… well, for a lack of a better term, giant turds. I grew up watching Kobe Bryant and the Lakers win championships after championships. What happened? He was soon charged with rape. Was he ever convicted? No. But shhh, don’t tell Lakers fans this, but he probably did it. What about Clayton Kershaw? In his peak, he was practically a shoo-in for the Cy Young award every year! Unfortunately, he’s probably a huge bigot who’s just smart enough to know he shouldn’t be too open about it.

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